Yshiadot

you could be my unintended choice
to live my life extended
you could be the one i’ll always love

you could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
you could be the one i’ll always love

i’ll be there as soon as i can
but i’m busy
mending broken
pieces of the life i had before

first there was the one who challenged
all my dreams and all my balance
she could never be as good as you

you could be my unintended choice
to live my life extended
you should be the one i’ll always love

i’ll be there as soon as i can
but i’m busy mending broken
pieces of the life i had before

i’ll be there as soon as i can
but i’m busy mending broken
pieces of the life i had before

before you

Was supposed to watch P2 yesterday.
Was already at summerset when hui si called to say she wanted to go bugis for some taiwan food fair thingie..

so didn’t watch it in the end.

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Celebrated sister’s birthday (in advance) today at Pasta Fresca. Then went to some cafe near keppel to lim copi. xD
Actually only my mom and father drank coffee.
My sister ordered Baileys Irish Cream and I ordered Chocolate Crunch- Fantastic.
The total bill for 4 cups of drink was $40++ but my father didn’t complain- which comes as a surprise.

 

I really cannot sit in the opposite direction (in a bus) and I feel like puking now.

Just ate dinner with nic at the supposedly famour chicken rice stall. (wasn’t fantastic)
WHY SO SIAN ONE? suddenly 2 people can’t go for the movie. -_-

Anyway, we talked for 1 hour plus and decided to leave because it was getting late.

Played dai di in school just now. ><"
Nearly got the cards confiscated.
Actually today has been a not bad day. - NO MATH!

Going off now.

i am so bloody tired of people asking.

"are you going to do plastic surgery to get rid of that scar?"

OMFG.

my answer will be: I don’t know. I don’t think so. I don’t really care.

The scar’s not affecting me to the point that i’m afraid to show my face or that people stare at me.
In fact, I have no problems having people looking at it.
I’ve been living with this scar for years and i’ve had no major problems with it.
Stop telling me I’m imperfect with that scar.

Cliche as it is, but, nobody is perfect.
Anyway, define your idea of ‘perfect’.
Isn’t perfect a goal people are constantly working towards?
So no matter what happens, there will never be something that people can say it’s perfect.
Because in somebody elses eye, it might not. Because there’s no definite meaning to the word ‘perfect’.

EVEN THE DICTIONARY DOESN’T GIVE A DEFINITE ANSWER.

perfect: conforming absolutely to the description or definition of an ideal type

note the word ‘ideal’.

Anyway, why do you care so much?
Are you a friend to my face or ME?

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Karma: Hinduism, Buddhism. action, seen as bringing upon oneself inevitable results, good or bad, either in this life or in a reincarnation: in Hinduism one of the means of reaching Brahman.

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What do you know! It happened to her!
What goes around reeeaally comes around.

Actually I already know that. - ever since i scratched rei’s hand. (till the skin came out)
 it went like this:

after I accidentally scratched rei’s hand… (not really accidentally. we were playing rough)
i went to draw on my ankle.
I used an eraser to try to rub it away.. and yep, it not only worked in rubbing of the ink but also rubbed off my skin. -____-
and after that, it 发炎ed.

damn cham.

sian. think yesterday rant too much liao.
today back muscle cramp. didn’t go to school.
went to the doctor, she said it’s a case of a lot of muscles ‘cramping’. can’t really remember what she said.
i can’t slouch or anything or else the pain will get worse -_- must sit straight. 

oh yah. i suddenly remember..
yesterday I brought my own lunch box supposedly for my recess.
Anyway, it’s a lunchbox with doraemon print on the cover.
So after lunch, i was carrying it back to class when I walked past kint keong and noticed his expression. - a frown

then i realised. he was looking at my lunchbox.
and he said: 拿来。拿来。给我看。
then i screamed ‘NOOO!’ then ran off.

imma go lie down now.

ALL THE HORROR/ THRILLER MOVIE NOT NICE ONE LAH.
Art of the devil 3/ Long Khong 2 is rated R21 and still has all it’s gore parts cut out. R21 LIAO LEH. -_-
nevermind.
Not sure if Prom Night’s nice..
I doubt it is..

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Basically I’m am very much disgusted about what I’ve found out.
It’s like. Everything she said was friggin fake.
And whilst she think i’m not listening/asleep, she blurts it all out.

You know you didn’t have to lie..? But you did.
You didn’t have to make yourself out to be ‘a hero’. But you did!
And when your lies crumble down, you have nothing to say and pretend to be ignorant.

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OMG. I’M HAVING PROBLEMS WITH NEARLY EVERYTHING.
Shut up sihui.. Just shut up.